Sunday, June 24, 2007

Alaska Seems So Far Away



Today, Alaska seems so far away from everywhere else in the world!

I've been watching youtube videos of fire hooping, and am just blown away. I wish there was someone here who I could learn from in person. I'm just craving a community, wishing that I could go to Burning Man this year, wanting to be immersed in crazy performance art, hooping, and anything else that is bubbling to the surface from our collective creativity. When I lived in New Mexico (Taos and Santa Fe) I felt so much closer to the flow. Here in Alaska, it feels so much more isolating most of the time. I joke that in Homer if there's something you want to do or see, you have to create it yourself.

(When I was pregnant, there were no pre-natal yoga classes, so I had to teach one myself. Then after I had my baby, there were not post-natal support groups, so I directed a play, "Yo' Mama!" that takes place in a post-natal yoga class, and convinced my friends who were also new mothers to do the play/yoga class with me. A couple of years ago I really wanted to see The Vagina Monologues but it wasn't playing in Alaska, so I ended up getting the script, staging a reading, and performing the piece.)

So, I guess if I want to see fire hooping in person, if I want an underground, kick-ass crazy performance art group, I'm going to have to create it myself?

I don't know if I can. I know I can't do it alone. I really need some peers. It's hard to be the catalyst all the time. Some times you need a solution!

So, Universe, I'm looking for a solution. I would like to solve the problem of always feeling alone in my creative endeavors. I would like a community that pushes me, supports me, inspires me, and draws out my highest potential. Is that too much to ask?

Thank you for infinite possibilities.

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